[He's struggling. He's trying to pull his memories into something that makes sense to his current worldviews, and that's what makes the most sense. He's tense, he's trembling a little, he's shaking his head.]
H-handler?
[He shakes his head again, harder, because that makes sense, but it's not right. Not really. It's not fitting the pieces together well enough.]
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H-handler?
[He shakes his head again, harder, because that makes sense, but it's not right. Not really. It's not fitting the pieces together well enough.]
I don't... I don't understand.