[Part of him did not expect it to actually happen. Part of him thought that for all his flirtation, Alucard wouldn't want to - or that he'd disappear, like a dream. Like too many dreams Rhy has had. But neither of those things are the truth, and before he realizes it, Alucard is kissing him.
It feels familiar, it feels new. It feels impossible, and it's something he's longed for. Just this, Alucard's lips against his again, the way it steals his breath and his thoughts and every bit of composure Rhy can normally claim to have.
His hand comes up, almost of its own accord, to tangle in Alucard's hair. He kisses back, of course, kisses like he's drowning and this is the only way to stay afloat, or maybe like he's perfectly content to drown so long as he drowns while they're doing this. He lets himself enjoy it, all of it. The slight roughness of Alucard's lips, the scratch of stubble, the scent of him. Rhy does not have words for how he's missed this.
He doesn't want to pull away, but he does. Practically, they both need to breathe. More than that, Rhy can't think when Alucard is so close to him. All he wants to do is kiss him again.]
That was - ah - convincing.
[He should not sound so breathless. It's embarrassing.]
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It feels familiar, it feels new. It feels impossible, and it's something he's longed for. Just this, Alucard's lips against his again, the way it steals his breath and his thoughts and every bit of composure Rhy can normally claim to have.
His hand comes up, almost of its own accord, to tangle in Alucard's hair. He kisses back, of course, kisses like he's drowning and this is the only way to stay afloat, or maybe like he's perfectly content to drown so long as he drowns while they're doing this. He lets himself enjoy it, all of it. The slight roughness of Alucard's lips, the scratch of stubble, the scent of him. Rhy does not have words for how he's missed this.
He doesn't want to pull away, but he does. Practically, they both need to breathe. More than that, Rhy can't think when Alucard is so close to him. All he wants to do is kiss him again.]
That was - ah - convincing.
[He should not sound so breathless. It's embarrassing.]