1. I should feel worse about thinking of this place as a vacation from all the crap going on back home - but I don't. Not really.

2. I'm worried about what it means that I feel so comfortable here.

3. I still haven't told Dean about everything that has happened since I first showed up.

4. The people I've met here are starting to make it feel like I have something of a family again.

5. ... Some more than others.