CR Meme, take eleven

[hadrielmods]

Good morning folks and welcome to the eleventh CR meme of Hadriel! Just in case you somehow forgot how it works, you copy the form below, fill it out with details of your character and the type of CR you're looking for, and then run around and reply to others! Make some plans, dish out some cool CR, and have fun!

Feel free to post one comment with every character, or have a separate header with your name and list characters in separate comments under that. Whatever works!

<span style="font-size: 24px; font-weight: bold; color: #5D5E19; display: block;">PLAYER</span><b>Your name:</b> YOUR NAME HERE <b>Contact Info:</b> plurk (<user name=USERNAME site=plurk.com>), AIM, PM? <b>Additional Info:</b> Timezone, tagging speed, anything you might want to note! <span style="font-size: 24px; font-weight: bold; color: #5D5E19; display: block;">CHARACTER</span><b>Character Name:</b> CHARACTER NAME HERE <b>Canon:</b> <b>Journal:</b> <user name=USERNAME> <blockquote style="width: 800px; text-align: justify;"><b>About Them:</b> A brief explanation of what kind of person they are, their personality, etc etc. It would also be helpful to include notable features (devil horns, facial scarring, giant wings, etc) if applicable! <b>Notable CR:</b> Who do they hang out with? <b>Current Plans:</b> What are they up to currently? What are you doing with them this month? What are your AU plans, are you still looking for family members? Any recent open logs or posts they've made? <b>CR you're looking for:</b> Any special requests go here! <b>Notes:</b> Let's be real, we're all just going to put cute gifs and quotes here. Have at it!</blockquote>

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[hasitsthorns]

PLAYERYour name: Pudding
Contact Info: puddingandpie
Additional Info: I'm in the Japans teaching English so my time zone is flipped from most people's! If you get tags in the dead of night, it's likely me. I try to get to tags p. consistently but sometimes they sit for at most a few days.

CHARACTERCharacter Name: Hanako 'Rosalina' Nurumi
Canon: Original
Journal: hasitsthorns

About Them: She hates herself and wants to die. ﾟ･✿ヾ╲(｡◕‿◕｡)╱✿･ﾟ

Okay, no, but really. Rose is a walking disaster that hides it all behind a winning smile. She's been through a lot of shit (and has the scars both mental and physical to prove it) and hit rock bottom recently only to slowly crawl her way back up. She's been hiding a lot from her fellow cave dwellers - like her, uh, unusual appetite - but only because she's trying to move passed it and better herself.
Notable CR: Unfortunately, a lot of her main CR dropped and the rest is on and off at best because she's avoidant and difficult like that. She has a weird one-sided friendship with Sorrow, was stabbed by Rey but now they're getting along???, thinks Shadow is cool, thinks Sans is cool but also has a weird uncertainty where they stand 90% of the time, bickers with Gren a lot, goes on runs with Will Graham, has parental figures in the form of Bianca, Ushahin, and Regis. So she has a lot of CR, but!! She's very bad at keeping up with it.
Current Plans: Honestly, real life has been a little rough to me lately so my current plans are kind of fast and loose! I know that I have stuff lined up for the Summford Event and some of the aftermath of a more personal player plot.
CR you're looking for: Copying this from the last one shamelessly, but- I'm looking for a range of things! I'd love to deepen some of her current CR and have her start to consider some of them 'packmates' and tell them as such. This comes with a bunch of cute benefits like her stealing their clothes or sleeping in their bed because it has their scent and listening to what she calls a 'personal white noise' aka their heartbeats/breathing/etc. when they're sleeping. Or maybe just suddenly snuggling up to them because WHY NOT.

Fair warning though that she might also be weird and desperately cling to people in a more romantic/fwb sense because Faith left and that's been a lot harder to deal with than she's let on.

I want people who might help her come to terms with being a 'monster' and stop her from hating herself so much she kind of teeters sometimes between wanting to live and die. She made a promise to friends that she wouldn't try to kill herself (again) and Sorrow made her feel needed but it's harder and harder not to give into despair these days when they're all gone and she's been a part from them so for long and everything sucks a lot!!! So far, she's also only told one person that she eats soylent green and has been starving herself for almost a year now.

Also, I greatly enjoy her butting heads with people over being a monster or how she's all for the gods and basically empathizes with them. I'm also loving all this newfound negative CR!
Notes:

[elegant_and_proud]

Ikaruga thinks Rosie is adorable. She doesn't really know what to make of her beyond that, but she wouldn't judge her for the monster thing if she found out. More CR for these two?

[hasitsthorns]

HECCKKK YEA

she needs more non-judgmental people to help her along! also more girlfriends, jeez