dankmemes | I don't know which I need first...a shower or a confessional.

I don't know which I need first...a shower or a confessional.

these are my confessions
just when i thought i said all i could say my chick on the side said she had one on the way

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1. I miss Sorrow. It's not just that he's gone, it's that he was my friend and it feels like since Haven all I've done is lose my friends eventually. Kind of made me not want to make them for a long time there but I think I'm mostly over that now. Anyway. I know they've been revived once before but I'm honestly worried that maybe this time they can't or he's just gone and I don't know how well I'll handle that if it's the case. I hope it's not.

Also torn between hugging or punching him if he does come back. Second opinions welcome.

2. For kind of the same reasons of not doing well with losing people these days, I told myself after Faith I wouldn't let myself care for anyone in that way again. But I'm starting to worry I won't be able to stick to that.

3. I miss food. Like, so fucking much. I'd kill a man to have a cheeseburger again.

4. Sometimes I'm scared that this is just Haven with a different face. Or, even more fucked up, that Haven was the first layer of Hell and this is the second and that I got a lot more to go for the rest of eternity for all the shitty things I've done in my lifetime. Pretty sure it's what I deserve.

5. I used to think maybe I could go with someone to their world but these days, I don't know. I'd almost rather just stay.

6. I act dumb and silly so people underestimate me. It's more of an advantage than people give you credit for. But also, I don't want people to think of me first as scary or the monster I am. I'd rather make them laugh. That way when they do find out, it isn't all they've seen. I'm so tired of people thinking what I am is who I am.

7. I voted for Delight to die. I used to think an eye for an eye made the world blind but she's responsible for the death of my friend and would have killed me too if we were sent back. That's not something I'll stand for any more. Not after Yao.

Edited 2018-01-18 22:10 (UTC)

I did too, but not for the same reasons. I think she actually wants to die. The real revenge option would be locking her in isolation forever.

... Which I originally voted for until Harlan talked me out of it. Anyway, I get it.

[ As someone who has also wanted to die, Rose isn't sure. Her actions don't speak of someone self-destructive just- Selfish as fuck.

Which Rose also knows intimately well, so. ]

Thanks, dude. I just... I'm not going to feel comfortable with her alive, personally. Who's to say she might not still have ties, might not still try to pull someone? Maybe I'm paranoid, but I blame Haven for that.

[Maybe Michael's just projecting, thinking Delight would want to die, but he doesn't think anyone would want to live with what she's done. Not alone.]

Yeah, we don't really have a way of knowing. Either way, I think it's the right thing. But ironically, I kind of doubt it'll win. For as much as people talk about murder around here, I think they liked her too much.