dankmemes | I don't know which I need first...a shower or a confessional.

I don't know which I need first...a shower or a confessional.

these are my confessions
just when i thought i said all i could say my chick on the side said she had one on the way

✔ Your character is suddenly compelled to confess things.
✔ They can be about themselves, things they think about others, etc etc.
✔ Format however you like! If you want to make a toplevel and respond to yourself with individual confessions to keep things organized, go for it. If you want to post a bunch of confessions together in the toplevel, that's also cool! Same with having a thread/reply for other characters confessing to yours.
✔ Reply to confessions!
✔ Continue to confess things/assume your character has to tell the truth in threads.
✔ HAVE FUN

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1. I've considered a pretty drastic solution to being fucked up the way I am right now. I've considered it a lot.

2. The monster in my head is not the problem. I am. Stop acting like getting rid of it is going to fix me.

3. I'm not sorry about Yukari. I'm not really sorry about any of them. They got what they deserved, and someday, I probably will too.

4. That doesn't mean I'm going to just let that happen, though. I'm not that selfless.

5. A lot of the stuff I've been saying lately is stuff I always want to say, or think to say, but I'm usually too afraid of starting conflict to say it. Not anymore, I guess.

6. The people who care about me keep saying that I'm not a bad person, that I deserve a break, and that I shouldn't be so hard on myself. A small part of me thinks that maybe they're right, but I'm afraid of what that means.

That's the drawback of being around people afflicted with a sorry case of altruism. Everything's so sunny and bright and can be fixed in their worldview.

Honestly? I wish they were right. But they're not, so we might as well not pretend.

No arguments here.

I'm not sorry either, by the way.

I'd say I'm glad someone agrees with me, but I think that makes us awful people, so I don't know if that's the appropriate response.

I suppose that depends on how long it's been since you accepted that you were a terrible person. I'm going on thirteen years, so by now it's just a given.

I guess I've known for a long time, not that I kept track of years, but. A while, for sure.

[that would call for a high five if he were the high-fiving kind.]

It's always nice finding out who else is on your level.

I'm not proud of it, but yeah, it's at least nice knowing there are people who get where you're coming from.

What would that mean?

Well for one, it would mean that, if I'm not a terrible person, then the people I've hurt aren't either. It would mean everything I've told myself is wrong.

Would it so terrible if you were wrong?

It would mean I've wasted a lot of my life, and that the things I do are for nothing. So, yeah, it would be terrible. Everything makes more sense if I'm just a bad person.