but the words get stuck in my throat-

[dedikated]

⟨ x things to x people ⟩

►Post with your character saying something to different people - as many or as few as you like.◄
◄ONE CATCH: They can't say who these things are to!►
►React to other people and stuff.◄

Comments

the long-haired kat

[dedikated]

i ► You're a better person than you think. Would even call you a friend.
ii ► Owe you more than I know where to start with. Probably shouldn't be so glad you're here, but I am. It's easier to get through this with you.
iii ► One of the best people I've met in a long time, and I hope this place doesn't take that away from you. Thanks, for everything.
iv ► Should have known better than to think things would stay as they were. Mean more to me than I said. This place was better with you in it.

[stepford_smiler]

This is just as uplifting as it is depressing. But that's a common theme here, isn't it?

[dedikated]

Seems so. ( it's part of life, isn't it? this place just seems to magnify it. ) A pain, if you ask me.

[stepford_smiler]

Hahaha. That it is. It's just something else to build up a tolerance for. But I think I'll take getting beat up over this any day.

[dedikated]

Gettin' beat up's easier to heal.

( way easier. even with her shitty recovery. )

[stepford_smiler]

Even if every bone is shattered and ligament torn.

[dedikated]

Specially then.

[strangelic]

He knows, even if you didn't say it.

[dedikated]

( yeah, but there's the rub. )

Should have. ( said it. like she should have said so many things to Marc before she lost him. when will she ever learn her lesson?

but, they were happy months, at least. and if nothing else, those memories were worth it. )

S'pose I never properly said thanks. ( and that deserves some gratitude. she's trying this whole saying thanks thing, because nowadays - more and more often - it seems like there are too many situations where nothing else fits. ) For gettin' me off my arse.

( and actually encouraging her to go for something she would have suppressed horribly otherwise. )

[strangelic]

Equally, Kate, the people who you think you need to thank know how much they mean to you. These things go unspoken, and I am a firm believer in love being expressed not necessarily alongside declarations of it. I am an angel of the Lord, after all.

But I'm not sure I've ever seen you seated. I'm not sure what you mean about getting your off your arse.

[dedikated]

Don't mean you don't regret it. ( she let so many things go unspoken because they felt unnecessary to say, and a moment later there were no more chances to say it. maybe those people did, do know, but the words still linger in her mind, lie sharp on her tongue.

but she isn't touching the use of that little word starting with l, regardless of whether it's meant romantically or not. that-

that's a bit too much to delve into right now. so instead Kate exhales, almost a snort but not quite. ) Figure of speech.

[strangelic]

I wish someone would write them down for me. It would be better still if they were numbered and illustrated.

[ He pauses for a moment.]

If there's any consolation, I do feel the same way about Dean.

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[avephoenix]

[JUST. A SMILE.]

[dedikated]

( sdkfjdkf WHY THIS WHY FEELINGS )

[tongueamok]

I think a better term for me would be 'useful.'