Chris Hartley (
thechoiceisyours) wrote in
dankmemes2016-02-26 10:06 pm
The (Modified) Hearts + TL;DR CR Meme!
The (modified) Hearts Meme + The TL;DR CR Meme

Welcome to another combo meme! This meme is one parts my modified version of the hearts meme, and another part the tl;dr CR meme.
As a note, remember that you can change the alt text so that the hearts say different things when you hover your mouse over them. Look for title="" in the code you are copy and pasting, and change the text between the quotation marks to whatever you like!
This meme has been modified from it's original format to add more hearts, so be sure to read the descriptions! Also feel free to suggest more heart categories~
"I would kill you."
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"I would physically or emotionally hurt you."
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"I would like to get to know you better."
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"I would spend time, have fun, or be friends with you."
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"You frighten or unsettle me."
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"You confuse me or I'm confused about you."
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"You amuse me."
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"I would rescue you or fight by your side."
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"I would hug you or hold your hand."
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"You are my friend."
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"I would date you."
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"You're my family."
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"I would kill for you."
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"I would kiss you."
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"I would have sex with you."
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"I love you or could fall in love with you."

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And totally tl;dr me~
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As such, he's struggling with taking responsibility for his actions, but he's slowly getting there. On some level he does know it was fucked up and wrong, and now that his med withdrawals are tapering off he can understand that better. But he still doesn't quite feel guilty because it doesn't quite feel real to him.
But Chris was a good friend, one of his best friends, before all of it, and seeing how it affected him is sort of a wakeup call. Josh just doesn't really know how to approach the whole issue, but he definitely misses the easy friendship they used to have, and he knows it's gone because of him. Which is not the first or probably the last time his poor mental health has cost him a friendship, but he would rather it not be his friendship with Chris, who's been around through a lot.
He's still got a lot to work through, but Josh is slowly coming around to the idea that he needs to make amends in some way. He does know that what happened to his sisters isn't Chris' fault, but Josh sort of aimlessly blames the world in general when he's not blaming himself, and it can be hard to remember that he really shouldn't. Man, this got long. tl;dr he wants to be friends again but he's not sure how.