The (modified) Hearts Meme + The TL;DR CR Meme

Welcome to another combo meme! This meme is one parts my modified version of the hearts meme, and another part the tl;dr CR meme.

Comment with your characters.

Others comment with appropriate hearts for how their character feels about yours.

If desired, ask for tl;dr CR at the same time/instead of hearts!

If asked for tl;dr, respond with however much you'd like to write about the CR between the two characters.

Profit!

Have fun everyone!

As a note, remember that you can change the alt text so that the hearts say different things when you hover your mouse over them. Look for title="" in the code you are copy and pasting, and change the text between the quotation marks to whatever you like!

This meme has been modified from it's original format to add more hearts, so be sure to read the descriptions! Also feel free to suggest more heart categories~

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"I would kill you."

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"I would physically or emotionally hurt you."

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"I would like to get to know you better."

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"I would spend time, have fun, or be friends with you."

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"You frighten or unsettle me."

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"You confuse me or I'm confused about you."

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"You amuse me."

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"I would rescue you or fight by your side."

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"I would hug you or hold your hand."

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"You are my friend."

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"I would date you."

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"You're my family."

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"I would kill for you."

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"I would kiss you."

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"I would have sex with you."

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"I love you or could fall in love with you."

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And totally tl;dr me~

Josh's feelings about Chris are very confused, but that's probably to be expected. He still thinks of Chris as his friend but he's not sure Chris feels the same way anymore, and the fact that he remembers planning the prank but not going through with it makes everything more complicated. He doesn't feel guilty about it, exactly, because he didn't see what they went through - but if he had seen, he wouldn't really feel guilty either, thanks to his quickly declining mental health throughout the game. So he's sort of stuck in this weird limbo where he's aware that he did something pretty fucked up and that it really upset/traumatized Chris (and Ashley, and Sam), but it's hard for him to fully grasp that, because it's not quite real to him.

As such, he's struggling with taking responsibility for his actions, but he's slowly getting there. On some level he does know it was fucked up and wrong, and now that his med withdrawals are tapering off he can understand that better. But he still doesn't quite feel guilty because it doesn't quite feel real to him.

But Chris was a good friend, one of his best friends, before all of it, and seeing how it affected him is sort of a wakeup call. Josh just doesn't really know how to approach the whole issue, but he definitely misses the easy friendship they used to have, and he knows it's gone because of him. Which is not the first or probably the last time his poor mental health has cost him a friendship, but he would rather it not be his friendship with Chris, who's been around through a lot.

He's still got a lot to work through, but Josh is slowly coming around to the idea that he needs to make amends in some way. He does know that what happened to his sisters isn't Chris' fault, but Josh sort of aimlessly blames the world in general when he's not blaming himself, and it can be hard to remember that he really shouldn't. Man, this got long. tl;dr he wants to be friends again but he's not sure how.

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Josh is pretty conflicted about Ashley. Like with Chris, he's slowly starting to understand that what he did was wrong, and while he doesn't exactly feel guilty, he knows that he probably should, and he knows that it was a pretty fucked up thing to do. It's just a little harder to face that with Ash, because they don't have that bedrock of long friendship to fall back on, and because she was a little more involved in the original prank, which Josh is still pissed about on some level, even though he knows what ultimately happened isn't really anybody's fault.

Which isn't to say he doesn't think of Ash as his friend - he does, but he's also aware of how precarious that friendship is. She's pissed at him and doesn't trust him, and to a certain extent he thinks that's fair and probably deserved. He tries to do what he can to make up for this, but it's also difficult because Ash clearly just has a harder time with him in general - with the things he says and does.

And Josh can't really blame her for that either, because it's not like she's the first person who's had difficulty dealing with his mental instability, but it's hard to take it in stride, too. He can get resentful and it can be hard to remember he has to be more careful with her, that she won't be able to deal with him the way Chris might.

But he does want to try to mend their relationship, when he's able to look past his own resentment and grief. He's trying, when he can. She doesn't really deserve what she's been through.

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tl;dr bitch

Like with most of his friends, Josh's feelings on Em are pretty conflicted. In some ways it's a little easier with her because she's so abrasive, though - it's easier to not feel as guilty or as bad. Also, for all that he mostly took out his anger and grief on Chris and Sam and Ash, if anyone's to blame for the initial prank it's probably Emily, and some part of him is aware of that and holds it against her still, even though he knows that what resulted from it wasn't really anybody's fault.

He doesn't hate her, though - Emily's always kind of been entertaining to him, her sharp attitude and unwillingness to play sweet are both irritating and admirable in his eyes. On the other hand, he also knows that means she's a lot less likely to cut him any slack for anything he does. He thinks they could probably be better friends again, if she can forgive him, but since he's still working on the whole feeling actually guilty part of it, that might take awhile.

The (Modified) Hearts + TL;DR CR Meme!

The (modified) Hearts Meme + The TL;DR CR Meme

Josh Washington | Until Dawn

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